Too Weird

there’s not a wasted moment

         not a single tile in the vast mosaic of my experiences 

is out of place

    or wasn’t needed

            or hasn’t added

and doesn’t continue to contribute

                          to the goodness that is life 

unfolding for all of us.

It is my thinking that has me wanting to judge my experiences… 

in their entirety—as in—completely—totally—forevermore—

from a very narrow (at present) and limited point(s) of view(s)…

I sense

we sense

that there’s a whole lot more going on than just what we think 

and we don’t know how to start fresh with these ancient yearnings…

“feels too weird, right?”

said every caterpillar ever.